| so its been awhile xanga......im working full time at menards now, and moving out of my house on january 16th into my very own apartment (well, me and my buddy pat's anyway) in naperville about 30 sec from fox valley mall. its 2 bedroom, 2 bath, washer/dryer (in the apartment), massive living room, massive bedrooms, AND (drumroll) a dishwasher. All for 785 a month. In Naperville. Cuz im rich... *not really* later |
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| My head's fucked, images of you bounce around the insides, when will i realize, hearts stick to your crushing hands like glue, it's not like i always knew, but i was always suspicious that you were malicious but I never thought it'd be like that with me. I need to hole up and wait this out, until this storm passes and your no longer occupying the tiny space behind my eyes. I always believed in the long shots and the underdogs, but that was before i met you, now my view is skewed. Do I believe my heart or your head, throw it beneath your foot and dance so I'll agree with you again. As you look straight through me and say "I Love You" to the boy thats not me. Look the other way so your mouth doesn't tear me apart like your fake sympathy. |
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| so im no longer living at home. gonna go live with my good buddy andrew mores.....
later everybody |
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| registered for classes at jjc today.....
5 classes, 15 hours per week, no math, and my earliest class is at 10:00?
i think im gonna like college |
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| graduation + today = sweeeeeeeeeet |
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